Sunday, October 30, 2016

People commonly think of angels as gentle, loving, healing entities full of lovingkindness, the personification of all that's best, the ideal of humanity. Wishful thinking. Sentimental nonsense. They are nothing of the sort. They are bearers of and actual manifestations of revelation—cold, impersonal, inhuman as the universe. They are everything a human being is not. They are the anti-human. The afterhuman. They are pure objectivity, life in it's most brutal form, i.e. without values, subjectivity, emotion, or even consciousness. You might question whether they are living at all but instead anthropomorphic representations of natural processes, chemical, nuclear, etc. In any event, they appear to announce the absolute absence, the annihilation —the disappearance of you.

Friday, October 28, 2016

=sissygirl illustrated #5=


=No means...=


"Now you have this shibboleth, “No means no.” Well, no. Sometimes “No” means “Not yet”. Sometimes “No” means “Too soon”. Sometimes “No” means “Keep trying and maybe yes”. You can see it with the pigeons on the grass. The male pursues the female and she turns away, and turns away, and he looks a fool but he keeps on pursuing her. And maybe she’s testing his persistence; the strength of his genes… It’s a pattern in the animal kingdom — a courtship pattern…’" 

—Camille Paglia

((well, as a sissygirl, i can say that "no" never means "no." it's just a darker shade on the spectrum of "yes."))

=sissyart=



My ideal would be to starve to death, growing lighter & lighter until my feet left the earth, like an angel, like Simone Weil.

Thursday, October 27, 2016


i tried being gay but gay guys were even less accepting of my self-feminization than straight women. go figure. DUH! they like MEN, too!
i find it easier to give a stranger a blowjob than to make small-talk with him. i understand being touched sexually, but not other ways.

=sissy envelope art=



as a sissy, ive lost control of my life. but i never had control of it in the first place. what i really lost was the illusion of control.

Wednesday, October 26, 2016

=sissy tweet=


i just like guys to fuck me. i don't want to have conversations with people. i dont have anything to say. & hardly anyone else does either.

=sissygirl illustrated #4=


=sissy tweet=


you wear lots of pretty pink things & suck lots of cock. what's not to like about being a sissy?

=sissy tweet=

Hunger is your friend. Don't send your friend away by eating.