=my sissy pillow book=

Long after dinner, after snack-time, too, Daddy rolled his bicycle inside from the balcony & decided to do some greasing & tightening of this & that & I thought it a good time to take a shower & wash my hair. I was sitting there in the bathroom with a towel over my head & reading Middlemarch when I heard a gruff shout over the sound of the hair dryer. 

"You're taking too long in there," Daddy said. 

I was so suddenly startled out of the mid-18th century that I nearly dropped my book. I thought Daddy had to use the bathroom but, no, he needed to use my mouth instead. 

"I want a blow job," he announced, loudly enough, I fear, for everyone in the bed & breakfast to hear. 

"Okay," I squeaked, now frantically trying to get my hair dry enough not to look so much like a gopher sadly washed down a sewer drain & drowned. 

Another  growl on the other side of the door, this one seeming more ominous & somehow even closer than the first, informed me that he was already tired of waiting & I was to come out right now. But first he wanted me to put on some red lipstick & "plenty of it." 

I did my best with my hair & looking like a sad drowned gopher wearing plenty of red lipstick I exited the bathroom. 

"Have you been smoking that Panda Glue again?" I asked in a jocular tone. 

Daddy was having none of it.

"You're damn right I have," he said curtly. "And I want my sissy to suck my cock. Now." 

Daddy established himself on the glider & I knelt down to where his cock was already out of his underpants. A long, wet, slurpy blow job ensued, during which Daddy made me repeat various humiliating statements to the effect that I was a submissive sissy cocksucker who would do anything for Daddy, no matter how degrading because, in fact, I was good for nothing else, and because I craved humiliation. He mentioned that he liked cramming his big cock into my mouth & using me like a tramp & knowing he could do anything he wanted to me whenever he wanted that even though I was one of the smartest people he knew he could totally dominate me. 

He had me lick & suck his balls & warned me to "do it right" but this warning was only a setup so that he could quickly accuse me of not doing it right, at which point, Daddy pulled his cock out of my mouth, tilted my chin up so that I was looking into his eyes, & then slapped me. I was then made to say some more nasty humiliating things about myself & continued to suck Daddy's cock while looking up at him. 

At this point, I could feel that my little clittie was actually stiffening without any contact at all & I reached down to tentatively touch it. I was very turned-on & I'm sure I could have also cum along with Daddy but he hadn't given me permission so I obediently took my hand away.

Eventually, Daddy had enough of abusing me & decided to cum. Tonight he did this by pulling his cock out of my mouth & in effect vigorously jerking himself off into my face. I helped by licking the tip of his penis whenever it emerged from his fist & offering my cheek to be slapped by his hard-on. When Daddy came, he splashed cum all over my face & even onto my shoulder. I was quite drenched. I lie there collapsed at his feet like a crushed rose for a bit & then we both got up to dry ourselves. 

Daddy then had me fetch the massage oil & scamper off to the bedroom where he gave me a wonderful fully body oil massage, working his strong hands all the way from my shoulders to my toes. Then he stretched out beside me on the bed & slowly & teasingly tickled my limp clittie to what passes now for the semblance of a stiffie. Meanwhile he began speaking an erotic patois of various things he would do or have done to me. At one point he said he would like to see me doing lezzy stuff with a really butch girl like the tattooed one we saw in the cafe the other night, who, as it happens, I actually did find myself very briefly fantasizing about. He said he pictured me being very subby with this mean butch girl & I found myself going with this fantasy & spinning off on it while Daddy fell silent & increased his stimulation on my clittie, finding JUST THE RIGHT SPOT until I started moaning & squirming & kicking my feet & cumming uncontrollably. After that…well, there was nothing more to do but turn off the all the lights, curl into Daddy's shoulder, & fall into an angelic asleep.