Thursday, March 31, 2016

=between a cock & a hard place=

Talk about throwing a sissy into a tizzy! Is it too much of a good thing? Of course not! But this poor sissy is like the proverbial mule between two haystacks. Will she starve to death unable to make a choice between these two perfectly delectable, suckable, manly cocks? If only she had two mouths! Thank heavens her poor frazzled brain doesn't need to make a decision. That's what men do. They're great at figuring out problems like this & they'll be sure to tell sissy how to proceed. One cock at a time, perhaps. Or maybe one in her mouth & one inside her sissypuss—after all, that's what God gave a sissy two holes for! Maybe you'd like to take a cock off her hands & help this poor sissy out?

Between a cock & a hard place…what a great place for a sissy to be!

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

=like hose?=

Do you remember the first time you ever sucked cock? Remember how you knew exactly what to do? How natural it felt? How you didn't so much as hesitate? Down on your knees you sank as if you'd spent a lifetime there. You licked his balls, kissed your way up the shaft to the head & took him in your soft warm mouth inch by inch. You took your time worshipping that cock, didn't you, all the while looking up with wide dewy eyes. Remember the sexy little noises you made, the moans, the slurping, the whimpers…as if you'd never tasted anything so yummy? And when he started to cum, there was no question of whether to swallow or not, was there? You took every last drop and when he was finished, you tongue-washed his cock and dried it on your cheeks & hair. It was as if you'd been sucking cock all your life, wasn't it? It could almost lead you to believe in reincarnation, that you'd lived a past life as a cocksucking slut. How can this be? It's really no mystery.
You're a sissy!

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

=sissy is the new black=

A lot of Black men seem to have a thing for sissies & vice-versa. Maybe it is a kind of racism as disapproving critics argue. If so, it's a racism of the most perversely scrumptious sort. For him, perhaps, it's a symbolic revenge against a historically oppressive race. For her, the heady eroticism of becoming a sexual sacrificial victim. For both, the power exchange is a potent afro-disiac, spiced with the ever-present danger of uncontrolled violence. But aside from all that, the stark contrast of his dark muscular flesh penetrating her soft white flesh is aesthetically arousing, just so downright sexy no amount of politically correct thinking can defuse it's explosive orgasmic appeal.


Monday, March 28, 2016

=come 'n get it Daddy!=


It's recipe time! That's right a recipe…on a sissyblog...for cookies! Because as a realtime sissywife, you aren't just sucking cock & getting fucked in your sissypuss 24/7. Every so often there's a break in the x-rated action during which you also have to do realtime sissywife stuff for your man. As horny as he might be, Daddy can't fuck perpetually—he has to eat sometimes, too. And as a good sissywife, you have to  know how to satisfy all his appetites. Even in my pre-marriage days, when I was entertaining random guys for quickie sex, I always made sure I had something fresh-baked to serve them afterwards.  I suspect most of these guys must have thought I was cracked in the head! They came for one thing and one thing only and once they shot their hot load inside me & pulled up their pants very few of them were hanging around for the cupcakes. Still, it made me feel more like a true sissygirl to have tried making the whole sordid encounter a little more warm & caring. So I didn't mind if they pumped & ran…besides, it meant more goodies for me! 


Anyway, this is a recipe I adapted especially for Daddy since he's on a "hardly any carb" diet. It's for almond-coconut-walnut cookies. It's got lots of protein, some of which inevitably winds up inside me! Everyone's a winner!

So here it is:

Almond-Coconut-Walnut Cookie Recipe

Well, the first thing you do is put on an apron & high heels. Underneath you wear a pair of sexy lace panties—nothing else. I mean, you're still a sissy, after all, even when you're baking cookies & it's important to look & feel your sexiest. Besides, you never know when Daddy may come wandering into the kitchen & decide to do some early snacking!

Okay, so properly attired, you move on to the actual baking preparations.

Preheat your oven to 375 degrees.

Then take out two bowls.

In one bowl you put 1.5 cups of almond flour and two teaspoons of baking powder. Mix these together.

In the second bowl you put Truvia baking sugar (if you're on a no-carb diet like Daddy; otherwise regular sugar) one-half to one full cup depending on the demands of your sweet tooth, one beaten egg, two teaspoons of almond extract, and 1/4 cup of coconut oil. Add half a cup of softened coconut flakes and a handful of finely chopped walnuts.

Pour the contents of bowl one into bowl two and mix together with a rubber something or other until you get a nice thick cookie paste.

Line a cookie sheet with parchment paper.

With an ice cream scoop, scoop out a ball of the cookie dough and press flat. You should get about a dozen cookies with this recipe.

I then sprinkle them with sprinkles. Why? Because I'm a sissy silly!!!

Slide the cookie sheet into the oven and then go sit in Daddy's lap. Let him feel up your titties & grope your ass while you trace & tease the tip of his growing hard-on through his jeans with your finger. Do this for between ten and twelve minutes. The time will fly past. Before you know it, your cookies are done! They'll look like this:




With any luck, they'll be just as yummy as you!

=a gift that'll=

Not even Daddy can be in two places at once, so he devised this ingenious way for sissy to get everything coming to her when he's otherwise occupied.

Sunday, March 27, 2016

=the sissywife rules=

A good sissywife is:

Never cross or contradictory.

Always ready for sex whenever, however, wherever Daddy wants it.

Never opinionated, bossy, argumentative, or judgmental.

Always cheerful, helpful, & eager to please.

Never dressed down in comfortable, practical clothing.

Always painted, perfumed, & prettily attired.

Never dominating, loud, insistent.

Always submissive, quiet, compliant.

Never right even when she is, but always gives Daddy the credit.

Always ready to accept a spanking whether she deserves it or not.

Never thinking of herself alone.

Always putting Daddy first.

This is why men prefer sissies.






=Milk it while you can, sissy=

Milk it while you can, sissy. After the orchiectomy Daddy has you scheduled for tomorrow it'll be half the size of your thumb & soft as overcooked rice. Sissygirls don't have hard-ons, sweetie, not unless they have one in their mouths or inside their sissypussies.

Saturday, March 26, 2016

=crack'em!=

Kwame was ready to beat the life out of his married lover's husband but the moment the door opened & he met "Pammy" he realized that a sound bare-bottom spanking & a good hard ass-raping would be more than enough to put the simpering sissy permanently in her place.

Friday, March 25, 2016

=cum in!=

A sissy is always welcoming, always available. She's 24/7,  open morning, noon & night. She's like 7-11: quick, easy, convenient, & well-stocked with treats. Only everything on her shelf is absolutely free of charge. You don't need to buy a lottery ticket and hope you get lucky: you're a winner every time. Take her front or back or every way from Sunday, she's always ready to satisfy your every need. This is why men prefer sissies! 

Thursday, March 24, 2016

Wednesday, March 23, 2016


He doesn't have to tell you what to do, does he, sissy? All he has to do is whip it out. He doesn't have to worry that you'll act offended, outraged, or cry sexual harassment. He knows that you'll get the message, drop to your knees without a second thought & glance up at him with big, thankful, doe eyes for the compliment he's bestowing upon you. Because it is a compliment, isn't it, sissy? To make a man's cock hard, to have him want you, even if only for the time it takes him to shoot his thick hot load down your throat or into your soft creamy tush. When he's finished and you've swallowed and squeezed every last drop, you'll look up at him again with your great big bedroom eyes & gratefully lisp, "Thank you daddy." This is why men prefer sissies.





Tuesday, March 22, 2016

=lunch with the boys=

It's still too chilly out for sandals so i've decided to wear stripy socks & these little knit ballet slippers. Is there anything more sissy than that?! i look like Pippi Sissystocking!
We're meeting one of Daddy's friends at a dockside restaurant for lunch. As usual, i'll sit there smiling, saying a little every once in a  while, but mainly keeping quiet & letting the guys talk "guy talk."  i like being seen, not heard. i think that's proper behavior for a submissive little sissywife like me. 

Anyway, i'll be entertaining myself by daydreaming that after lunch Daddy will have me give his friend a quickie blow job in the bathroom or in the cab of Eddie's pick-up truck. "Go ahead, she doesn't mind," Daddy will say to his friend. "And who cares if she does, anyway? She does what I tell her to do. So be my guest. What's a little whore between friends? Besides, she's a vegetarian. She needs the protein. Don't you baby?" "Yeth Daddy," i'll lisp. 


Once Eddie sees that Daddy isn't fooling & that he doesn't mind it one bit if he uses me like a slut & that in fact I've already gotten onto my knees, he won't hesitate to take out his already stiffening cock. I'll massage his balls for him in my soft hands & when he's good and hard he'll take my head by the pigtails and force it into his crotch & i'll do Daddy proud by giving his friend the best, slurpiest, deep-throatiest blow job ever, swallowing to the last drop. 


Oh, i love having lunch with the boys!








=satisfaction guaranteed=

Remember when you worried about being a 98-pound weakling? Now you watch every calorie so you can rock that sexy little sissy bikini bod of yours. No more fear about bullies kicking sand in your face. Instead, all they want to do is fuck your bimbo brains out. Aint it great to be a sissy?! Don't you wish you gave up trying to be a man ages ago?






Monday, March 21, 2016

=another ultra sissday=


Daddy declared yesterday would be another ultra-sissy day since it was supposed to snow & we didn't plan on going anywhere. As it turned out, the forecast changed & it didn't snow, but Daddy didn't want to get cheated out of watching me mince around in this skimpy outfit all day so we stayed in anyway. Cooking & vacuuming were never so much fun! At one point he was going around the corner to mail some letters & i said i'd mail them for him if he wanted. "But then you'd have to change," he said. "i'll go like this. Maybe I can make twenty bucks giving someone a blow job in the front seat of their car while i'm at it." i wonder what i would have done if Daddy said "okay, go ahead." i probably would have! But he didn't take me up on the offer & mailed the letters himself. i fantasize all the time about Daddy whoring me out on the cheap—or having me blow one of his unmarried friends, the way he'd offer them a drink or lend them a tool or something.

Daddy came up behind me often throughout the day to grope & fondle me & stick his finger into my tush. He kept me at a low simmer all day long & never allowed me to boil over. The more he teases me the sissier i get & the more he likes it. i've really come to love ultra sissy days!


=un-i=

Give it up, sissy. It's never going to get hard, not like a real man's cock.  If you want to make a cummy (& I know you do), you're going to need a hard cock alright, but it's not going to be yours. It's going to belong to a real MAN & he'll have to put it in your mouth or your tight little sissypuss. Admit it—that sounds pretty good to you, doesn't it? Of course it does, honey. That's because you're a sissy.

Sunday, March 20, 2016

=dressed for a play date=

Here I am on Thursday ready for our "date" with another t-girl who Daddy met online. We went to this really murderous looking motor lodge in Queens. What a dive! The rooms had a mirrored wall as if you really wanted to see yourself doing what you were doing in there. The whole place reeked of cigarettes burned down to the filters. The girl we were meeting had a porn film on the television. Egads, it was some dreadful poles and holes thing, not a human face in sight, explicit and disturbing as open-heart surgery. I glanced at it by accident and I made sure not to turn my head in that direction again! I was game for this adventure because it was something that Daddy wanted to try. But as it turns out he wasn't into the girl we met at all. He says that she totally misrepresented herself & looked nothing like the photos she sent. I don't know. She seemed nice enough to me. She kissed me a lot and pulled me down onto the bed and we fondled each other while Daddy watched but after a while Daddy said "Enough." He apologized to the other girl and said he just wasn't into it. I would have had sex with her even though I wasn't particularly attracted just because she seemed to find me hot and that's enough for me to have sex with anyone. That's pretty pathetic, I know, but what can I say? That's how I am. I won't have an orgasm or anything, but I'll do whatever the other person wants to have an orgasm if they seem into me. It doesn't even make any difference at all what the other person looks like. I've blown countless guys on that basis.  Anyway, I felt really bad for the girl because she was looking for Daddy to fuck her, which I probably would have felt badly about, since I love Daddy and want him to fuck me alone, but it's not for me to say what Daddy does or doesn't do. He does what he wants. Well, as it turns out, he wanted to bring me home to shove his cock into me so all's well that ends well, I guess.

=whip that!=

A sissy is a slave to her desires and what she desires most is a man's attention. She can't help herself. She'll do anything to be at the end of a man's cock. She already knows resistance is futile. She doesn't even try to deny what she is anymore She yields willingly—eagerly—to temptation. She has one purpose in life: to please a man, to be his fucktoy. She devotes herself wholeheartedly to this one purpose, making herself as pretty and sexy as she possibly can. A man's hard-on is her greatest reward, the proof of her worth. She lives to be fucked.

Friday, March 18, 2016

Another reason some guys prefer sissy girls:
our titties are made only for play. In fact,
we're made entirely just for play.

Thursday, March 17, 2016

=sissyx3=


=pink fishnets=

fresh pedicure in pink fishnets…

i'm a little nervous right now because Daddy told me last nite before falling asleep that he's arranged a playdate with another sissy for tonite. He didn't give me any more details & i didn't ask. Whatever he says goes so there's no point in asking a lot of questions. i'll find out what happens when it happens. and i guess it's still going to happen because he hasn't told me otherwise.  i'm a sissywife, but i'm also a slave, & its my role to obey whatever Daddy says without second-guessing him, unless he's specifically asked for my opinion, which in this case he hasn't. Even if he did ask, i'd do what made him happy anyway. instead, i'm going through my head trying to pick out an appropriate outfit—the theme is slutty, of course.

=sissy feeding time=

Is the little sissy hungry? Come here, baby. Daddy's got something for you. Oops! It seems like we're going to have to change your panties while we're at it because sissy has wet the ones she was wearing. What a naughty, dirty little sissy. First, though, let's put your favorite toy inside you. You like your binky don't you, sissy? That's right, baby. Suck, away. The cream is coming baby. Keep sucking like that & you'll be feeding before you know it. Daddy's got all the cream a sissy could ever want...

=2 nudes passing on a staircase=


Tuesday, March 15, 2016

=nothing says "sissy" like sandals & painted toenails!=

yay! it's almost sandal weather! soon it will be time for sexy shoes again! i can't wait! i went through my sandal collection this morning, taking stock of what i had & making note of what i might need, putting on my own little fetish fashion show. there's nothing that makes me feel more sissyish & vulnerable than slipping my bare feet into a pair of pretty sandals & exposing my painted toes to the world! if you bare anything, guys will look & i like when i sense them looking at my legs & feet. it always made me wet my panties to be looked at. i fantasize about them fantasizing about what it would be like to kidnap me & tie me up & use me as their slut. i'd hardly be able to escape, mincing around in my sandals & they'd easily overpower me…not that i'd try very hard to escape or resist very much!! ;o 



=game over!=


Monday, March 14, 2016

=ultra sissy day=

--since it's cold & rainy & we don't have to be anywhere today, Daddy tells me he wants me to dress ultra-sissy/slutty & mince around the house doing my chores. "Pigtails," he says, "wouldn't be a bad idea." a short pink plaid schoolgirl skirt, pink fishnets, & a hello kitty hoodie is what i come up with. Daddy comes up with a hard-on so i guess i did okay :) i just missed the mailman or Daddy says he would have had me answer the door & sign for the package that came. it would have been super-embarrassing but i wouldn't have hesitated [1.] because i always do what Daddy tells me. [2.] because i get super turned-on being super-embarrassed.

Sunday, March 13, 2016

=just a regular girl, sort of=

No porn star, no bombshell—just a regular girl
living an ordinary life. Yep, that's what my dream come true amounts to when all's said & done. Nothing very grandiose—simply living in the gender that feels correct to me. I wake up in the morning & live my life without any inner conflict and with no conflict from the world at large either. It's not a fantasy to "dress up," not that there's anything wrong with that, but for me it's no big deal—it's not a "sex-thing," or, rather, let's say it's not primarily a "sex-thing" unless I making it a point to be sexy. It's not a humiliation or a punishment or a kind of masochistic emasculation to dress as a girl—although before I transitioned and in my sex-fantasies still, it can be these things. Early sexual imprinting is probably impossible to completely eradicate and I don't even know I'd want to eradicate it if I could. Those fantasies of humiliation are still part of who I am, but more importantly than that, they continue unfailingly to give me orgasms. So long as the humiliation is only a fantasy and something I indulge in at my discretion, I don't see any harm in it. The humiliation that can leak into your everyday life, that other people can make you feel for being who and what you are—that's a different story.


Nowadays, I go about my business in the world and I don't draw any attention whatsoever. I get ma'amed as a matter of routine, guys hold open doors out of habit, women will occasionally compliment something I'm wearing; in short, no one stops to give me a second look. If they do, I still get a flutter of anxiety, thinking maybe they can "tell," maybe they're going to start pointing, whispering, laughing. My husband reassures me that if they're doing a double-take it's most likely because they like what they see. That's very sweet of him and maybe it's even true sometimes! I'm just happy I'm not running at the end of a pitchfork, that they don't bring out the torches, the stones, etc.  I feel enormously lucky & blessed just to blend in, to fly beneath the radar, just to be another anonymous, average, forgettable woman in the crowd. To me, that's a miracle. At the end of the fairytale, every little girl imagines herself grown up to be the princess. I grew up to be nobody, but I feel as lucky as any princess.

=yum!=


=charmed=

Daddy bought me a new charm bracelet. i was so excited! i gave him a great big hug & kiss.  i couldn't wait to put it on. i swear it actually made me leak a little into my panties as he fixed the clasp around my limp, swishy wrist. i guess you'd just have to be a sissy to understand.

Friday, March 4, 2016

=sissygirl from head to toe=


=how to properly milk a sissy=

How to Properly Milk a Sissy

1. Do not milk your sissy more than once a month. At least 30 days should elapse between milkings to ensure a proper yield.

2. 
 Milking is to be initiated and continued through to completion via penetration of sissy's anus (sissypuss) and stimulation of prostate gland. No exceptions!  Sissy must be habituated to achieving relief in this way and this way only.

3. Under no circumstances allow sissy to touch herself before, during, or after milking. If she cannot deliver milk spontaneously via penetration & stimulation of her sissypuss, then she is to be considered not properly primed and should be immediately returned to chastity for a period of not less than two additional weeks.

4. Sissy's udder (formerly her cockette) is to be bound & pulled backwards between her asscheeks (see example in the illustration above; many other forms of binding are possible &  limited only by the perversity of your imagination). Binding of the udder will ensure that sissy cannot achieve a full erection (even in the doubtful event that she is still capable of doing so). By now a rigorous hormone regimen should have been introduced into sissy's maintenance making such precautions all but unnecessary to hamper erection; nonetheless, the reversal of sissy's former cockette into an "udder" will provide strong psychological reinforcement of the realities of sissy's emasculated state.

5. Though a monthly milking will produce a copious load of "milk," the udder's awkward positioning & indirect stimulation via the sissypuss will ensure that sissy is never fully satisfied, that release is never complete. This is a desirous state, not for sissy (who cares what she wants!) but for you, her owner.  When it's obvious that she cannot yield another drop, despite her frustration to do so, sissy should immediately be returned to chastity until the following month. On the rare chance that she objects, extend the time before her next milking by at least a week for every infraction.

6. Finally, sissy should always be required to drink the product of her "milking," preferably directly following it's production. If for any reason sissy should refuse, the "milk" will be saved & sissy not permitted another milking until she complies, however long and however rancid the milk becomes. Even the most recalcitrant sissy will quickly learn the advantage of gratefully drinking her milk when it is as fresh as possible.

Follows these 6 steps & you will find yourself possessed in no time of an obedient and docile sissy.

Thursday, March 3, 2016

=no problem=


=sissy dinner=

"This one will do quite nicely, Oates. Have chef fry me up this cute little cockette & balls as an appetizer. Spit roast the rest so she's ready for our dinner guests at 8."

"Yes, Ms. Rogers."

"Don't look so worried, dear. You're going to be delicious!"

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

=give up!=


=for sale (or rent)=


=you're done, sissy=

--playing dead while i fantasize. Daddy photographs me, then rolls me over & fucks me hard. 

***please see my commentary on "My Sexy Murder" for an explanation of what I believe to be the origin of these {too many "normal" people disturbing} death-fetish fantasies.

Tuesday, March 1, 2016