1.) You fantasize about being castrated, either surgically or chemically, and, yikes, it gives you like the biggest hard-on ever! How can a fantasy about being rendered impotent and unable to cum give you the hardest, sploggiest cums?! It's a paradox for the ages. But who cares, so long as it feels so good. Once you're finished cleaning up the mess you've made, you hardly give it another thought. As for letting yourself be castrated in real life…are you crazy? Not on your life fella, no matter how hot it might be as a fantasy! You want your hard-ons! That's the whole point of the fantasy!
2.) The fantasy about being castrated gets you incredibly hot. It's probably your most powerful ograsmic trigger, the culmination of your entire series of feminization fantasies. Sometimes you let yourself succumb & cum to it; other times you let your erection subside & instead simmer the rest of the day in an all-encompassing sensuality. The idea of being castrated permeates your everyday thoughts, not just when you're sexually aroused. You consider testosterone a kind of poison that has disturbed your thinking & ravaged your body since puberty, changing it in ways that you find distasteful to disturbing to downright alienating. Castration, in other words, is not exclusively a sexual issue for you, but a kind of cure. You begin to seriously consider the options available, chemical and surgical and find that chemical castration is usually the first step prescribed when undergoing a full-scale permanent transition. You are advised that by beginning hormone replacement therapy you will soon become sterile. That your sexual drive will sharply diminish, becoming more like that of a genetic female's. That your production of semen will eventually cease altogether and you will no long ejaculate upon orgasm. In addition, you will lose the ability to achieve and maintain a sustainable erection. Penetration will no longer be possible. Some tumescence is likely with sufficient stimulation and orgasm possible depending on the degree to which you were capable of orgasm before hormone replacement, but it will be more like the orgasms you may have experienced before you reached adolescence. That after a certain time, these effects will be permanent and irreversible. At his point, you will be effectively castrated. Upon hearing all this, you don't hesitate to make your decision. You begin the process immediately, getting your first injection of Estradiol and a prescription for Medroxyprogesterone. You've never felt more sure of anything in your entire life. You wish you had done this years ago.
If #1 sounds more like you, then you're probably just a cross dresser. If #2 is more in line with how you think, then you may very well be transgender.
2.) The fantasy about being castrated gets you incredibly hot. It's probably your most powerful ograsmic trigger, the culmination of your entire series of feminization fantasies. Sometimes you let yourself succumb & cum to it; other times you let your erection subside & instead simmer the rest of the day in an all-encompassing sensuality. The idea of being castrated permeates your everyday thoughts, not just when you're sexually aroused. You consider testosterone a kind of poison that has disturbed your thinking & ravaged your body since puberty, changing it in ways that you find distasteful to disturbing to downright alienating. Castration, in other words, is not exclusively a sexual issue for you, but a kind of cure. You begin to seriously consider the options available, chemical and surgical and find that chemical castration is usually the first step prescribed when undergoing a full-scale permanent transition. You are advised that by beginning hormone replacement therapy you will soon become sterile. That your sexual drive will sharply diminish, becoming more like that of a genetic female's. That your production of semen will eventually cease altogether and you will no long ejaculate upon orgasm. In addition, you will lose the ability to achieve and maintain a sustainable erection. Penetration will no longer be possible. Some tumescence is likely with sufficient stimulation and orgasm possible depending on the degree to which you were capable of orgasm before hormone replacement, but it will be more like the orgasms you may have experienced before you reached adolescence. That after a certain time, these effects will be permanent and irreversible. At his point, you will be effectively castrated. Upon hearing all this, you don't hesitate to make your decision. You begin the process immediately, getting your first injection of Estradiol and a prescription for Medroxyprogesterone. You've never felt more sure of anything in your entire life. You wish you had done this years ago.
If #1 sounds more like you, then you're probably just a cross dresser. If #2 is more in line with how you think, then you may very well be transgender.
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