=no cummies for me=

Lately, Daddy has decided to put me on a kind of unofficial orgasm-denial program. When we're in bed, he diddles my clittie until i'm squirming & panting & moaning for a cummi but instead he just keeps teasing me, starting & stopping & letting me beg. He knows just where and when and how long it will take to trigger my orgasm but he doesn't do it. Instead he abruptly & arbitrarily stops & tells me to pull up my panties, that i've had enough for today. i obediently do as he says.

Then he'll usually have me give him a blowjob or he'll fuck me or shove a dildo inside me.

Last nite i was so horny i almost came just from the the cock inside me & the vigorous thrusting of his fucking  which tossed my untouched little clittie all around. i was so  so so close…………but couldn't quite make it happen. 


well  the result—and maybe the point of all this—is that i'm even more sissier than usual when i'm kept simmering just below the boiling-over point. i tend to dress & act even more ultra femmy & slutty than ordinary, as per the above photo (we were going out to Whole Foods). of course, i could masturbate on the sly but i won't do that because Daddy told me not to & besides, i like the self-denial…its a real turn on for me. We've tried a chastity device but even though Daddy bought the smallest one available it actually falls right off me even when it's locked! 

The hormones i'm taking have really done a number on that part of my anatomy—and by number i mean radical subtraction. When Daddy plays with me down there he says i hardly have any nuts at all…just two squishy little grapes is how he puts it. Of course, hearing that really turns me on. Anyway, even tho he doesn't let me make a cummi, i don't get cranky or anything. The feeling just kind of fades away & it's almost like i did cum, like i had about ten mini orgasms & i'm still turned on. it's a very blissed out state to be in…everything seems sensual & every guy i see i want to fall down in front of & suck his cock.