=the sissy journal=

Absolutely essential for any sissy is the sissy journal. Part diary, part workbook, part scrapbook, it is where a sissy records all her private thoughts, feelings, desires, goals & sissy activities, both real and imagined. Here, too, a sissy can paste photos cut out from magazines of her favorite fashions & celebrities, make-up tips, hair-styles, girls she'd like to model herself after, cute kittens, horoscopes… and, well, whatever else catches her sissy fancy!  She can collect stickers, draw little pictures, record her secret crushes…there's just no limit to what a sissy can put into her sissy journal. 

Any kind of notebook will do, but the cheapest, most unadorned kind is probably the best, as it will allow you to easily modify it accordingly & it won't intimidate you by its fine quality. (Sissies can often relate best to cheap, flimsy stuff!) Of course, the very first thing a sissy should do is decorate her sissy journal to make it as glaringly sissy as possible! When she carries it around with her it should announce to the world in no uncertain terms that "i am a sissy!" i never go anywhere without my sissy journal & neither should you! You never know when a sissy thought will flutter into your airy head & you don't want a single one to escape on its pink fairy-wings! 

Nowadays, presenting to the world as a woman, i'm not self-conscious at all about carrying my sissy journal everywhere—although it does signal to the world that i'm a somewhat juvenile woman, which is hardly a problem, since that is exactly what i want the world to know. There was a time, before transitioning, though, that my sissy journal did send out a message that left me feeling self-conscious & vulnerable. So i can empathize with your discomfort. But what of it?! One of my greatest discoveries in life is that you're never going to attract the people who will truly appreciate you as a sissy—or as anything else for that matter—unless you send out the vibe that reflects who and what you truly are! If you keep pretending that your'e a man, you're only going to keep attracting people who expect you to be a man. And that's hardly what you want!

Carrying around your pink sissy journal with all its girly stamps & stickers is the perfect way to get that vibe out there. It's practically like wearing one of those old-fashioned sandwich boards wherever you go advertising yourself as a pansy. At home, i like to leave my sissy journal lying about the house just in case Daddy would like to browse through it & read all my secret sissy thoughts. A sissy, as you know, has no right to privacy, especially when it comes to her Daddy (or Mommy, as the case may be.)  As you can see in the above picture, my sissy journal is "secured" with a piece of pink yarn tied in a simple bow that all but invites entry. That pink yarn, btw, is a piece that i previously used to decorate my little limp pee-pee.  Of course, a casual observer would have no way of knowing that, but i do (and now you do)…and Daddy does (as does the occasional inquiring cat who can sniff out the truth)…and that is what matters! The important thing is that you begin to consolidate and intensify your identity as a sissy, primarily to yourself, but also, indirectly, to all the world.