(for Edward Snowden & Chelsea Manning)
When our country
spies on us
invades our privacy
we no more want
to
think about it
than we want to think about
what daddy
does
when he creeps into the
bedroom in the middle
of the night
or catches us
still damp
from the shower
when our country
drops bombs
on villages killing
innocent children, women,
men,
we pretend it doesn't happen
like we pretend
we don't hear
mommy falling to the floor
and begging not
to be hit again
and when
our country
destabilizes rightfully elected
governments,
imprisons, assassinates, and threatens
populist leaders who won't obey
and
installs in their place
enabling
puppets
we get the message
& we deny it the way we deny
that daddy becomes a stranger
when he's been drinking
and does things
he'd never do sober.
And the more you insist
that daddy is violent
& out of control
the more violently
we'll deny it until we become
just as violent in his defense
as daddy himself
because who wants
to believe that their family
is fucked up beyond all reckoning
that their bed is full of worms
that the man we've been raised
to love and respect and honor
to see as the highest form of good
in this world
our protector
our model
our author
that this man
we depend on for everything
is not who we thought and were taught
to believe he must be
& now that we've seen it
just in a glimpse through a crack
in the door, heard it in the terrible
threats echoing through
the heating ducts where we
crouched by the vent on the floor,
who wouldn't want to run silently
on tiptoe back to bed, crawl
under the covers, pull the pillow
over their head and stick their fingers
between their teeth
and pretend all is well
because I ask you
where can you go
to whom can you turn
just what are we supposed to do about it?
Who wants to admit to having seen
what they have seen,
heard what they have heard?
Looking kindly into your face,
with his hand on your bare knee,
Daddy asks you,
Do you really want to betray me?
No, Daddy, I don't.
what they have seen,
heard what they have heard?
Looking kindly into your face,
with his hand on your bare knee,
Daddy asks you,
Do you really want to betray me?
No, Daddy, I don't.
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