=sissyholics anonymous=

The first step is to admit that you are powerless over your sissy urges. As a result, your life has become unmanageable. You will lie, deceive, & misrepresent yourself to others in order to maintain a male facade, all the while knowing that you have no control over your desire to be feminized. When that desire comes over you, there is nothing you won't do to satisfy it.  You may try to resist at first, but in the end you know that you will surrender to your compulsion to wear pretty, feminine clothes and underwear, to paint your nails, to put on make-up & to walk in high heels.  No matter how hard you try to banish them, these thoughts return again and again, possessing you, until you can think of nothing else. It is worst of all when your little clittie gets hard and the only relief you get is to rub it until you make a cummy. But the relief is only temporary and you know the compulsion will return. In fact, it is still there, simmering just beneath your the male mask you have once again assumed. No matter what vow you make to yourself that from now on you will measure up as a man, that you've worn your last pair of panties, that you'll never again slip your feet into a pair of strappy stiletto sandals—that you won't even allow yourself to think of such tantalizing delights again—you know it is hopeless. You have made such vows countless times before. You've gone so far as to throw away your secret stash of girly clothes, erase the sissy sites from your computer history, delete your collection of transgender porn fiction. All to no avail. You only acquire a new wardrobe of girly clothes, search out the same sissy sites online, and reassemble your transgender porn collection. How many times must you run through the same destructive cycle before your realize that will-power is not enough? That you will never overcome your sissy proclivities? Accepting the fact that your sissy compulsion is stronger than you is the first step of Sissies Anonymous.