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Now is the time to make a detailed personal inventory of all your past relationships. This can be an intensely painful process for many sissies but it is absolutely necessary. You cannot in good conscience move forward into a new life until you've made amends with those in your past.  Family, friends, lovers, spouses, children, even employers and business colleagues—how many have you disappointed and deceived by pretending to be a man? Blinded by your selfishness and your inability to control your sissy urges, your self-destructiveness has not damaged you alone, but caused untold hurt to those around you, those who thought they knew you, those who trusted you, and those who loved you. You insinuated yourself into their lives by pretense, even if that wasn't your conscious intention. Imagine their disappointment  their shock, their anger when they discover that you're a sissy.  If only you'd have been honest from the start. They would have never have become involved with you. No wonder they feel betrayed. Can you blame them for feeling the way they do? Think of how many lives you've disrupted, how many promises you've broken, how much of their time and trust you've stolen.   But this is not an excuse to throw yourself a pity-party, sissy. Feeling sorry for yourself, wallowing in guilt, indulging in self-pity—that's what you've done in the past; ultimately, such feelings are just another manifestation of your selfishness. Instead, this is a time to take action, to take responsibility, to own up to the mistakes you've made. To become a better sissy. Make a list. Show it to Daddy. Ask for his suggestions. Have you left anyone out? Don't spare yourself. Be thorough. You have a lot of apologizing to do, sissy. The sooner you do it the sooner your burden will be lifted and the easier the path ahead will become.