=sissyholics anonymous 5=

At this stage, you must be ready to admit to yourself and to your Daddy all the defects of your character, the wrongs you have done, and the people you have hurt in your failed attempts to be a man. You can't hold back. You must divulge everything, no matter how shameful, no matter how self-incriminating. Be exact. Omit no details. Remember, the devil is in the details and you are trying to cast the devil out. The humiliation you experience while recounting these painful episodes in your life is the poison leaving your sissy body. Did you affect a swagger as a man? Did you try to do manly things, like lift weights, grow a goatee, or drive fast cars? Were you loud, boastful, opinionated? Were you driven by the need to succeed and dominate, running roughshod over anyone in your path? Did you present yourself as a "ladies man," attempting to seduce, charm, and bed every available woman who crossed your path? Did you marry? Did you"father" children, in the mistaken belief that would make you a man? In other words, did you over-compensate for your lack of real masculinity by adopting an exaggerated but hollow faux manliness? Admit this to yourself, to your Daddy and also to at least one other person presently in your life, preferably a wife, girlfriend, or other woman who your actions might have hurt. This is not the time to hold back, sissy. Look deeply into your past behavior. Be ruthlessly honest and open about your shortcomings and own up to each of them without reservation.